Under the Influence

The edges are bleeding into each other and the world is shaking and the lights are so fucking bright but you don't mind because it doesn't hurt nothing hurts throwing up didn't hurt ripping your nail out didn't hurt bloodying your knuckles against the brick wall didn't hurt nothing can touch you nothing can stop you nothing matters except the things you're seeing ripping in through the edge of reality and the texture of exposed skin and the smell of sweat and the feeling of soft flesh between your teeth as you bite down harder and harder and harder and feel it giving way and releasing warm blood in your mouth and she yells but she doesn't safeword and you dig the nails you have left into her back and savor her taste and keep thrusting and run your tongue across the bleeding puncture wounds on her chest and you can't fucking believe how good it feels you never thought anything could ever feel like this you don't know how you managed to survive so long without letting go and you can never go back you can never go back you can never go back you can never go back

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